Shit, shit and more shit.

People don’t change. People don’t change because of YOU they change because they want to but hardly anyone wants to change for themselves so it leads to the same bullshit. Also as much as you try to avoid a problem, the problem try’s to catch up with you. Even if you try to face it physically. The problem will still be there mentally because in your head you haven’t let it go. And as of I am still trying to let things go but it’s hard when your whole life you have seen and been threw so much shit by the people who seem to “care” about you. I am losing my trust even more on those creatures called guys. Ha Idk this post might be pointless but that conversation I had with my sister yesterday just really got me thinking right now and can’t fully sleep now with so many thoughts running in my head.

Yea i’ll admit it I miss you but I’m not gonna tell you. Why? because you don’t miss me and you probably hate me… you don’t want to do anything with me. Yea thats why all of this me missing you and still having feelings for you is pointless.